Besides having above average mind, smart ones mark their difference from normal people in one more factor : the capability to follow their mind when emotions are overtaking them. Times come when every single bit of your mind tells you that the path you are following will not leave you happy in the end. Even when your experiences advocate that with time everything will change and you will forget almost everything. Your pain would be buried so deep down that you will hardly remember these days ever. At those times, very few are there who can follow their minds.
Even after doing a lot of achievements and earning respect in eyes of many, you don't feel fulfilled and a little importance given by someone makes your day. Your brilliant mechanical mind starts loosing its control. Driving factor of your motivation starts changing and you suddenly starts realizing "Big Truth" of happiness. When you are trying to hangout alone with someone but she asks to hangout in group and you feel sad. When someone is sharing every single secret of her life with you and you are enjoying that special position, but even after months, you realize that you are not at all that special person into her life. When you know that this will not work out at all, no matter how long you wait for her, stop focusing on your career, switch cities for her or stay unconditionally committed forever. Every single day, you are getting very clear signals to withdraw. But, still, there would be very few able to do so, that are the smart ones.
I have finally started understanding the perfect imbalanced world of smart ones. I have finally got, what is extreme happiness of companionship and unbearable pain of separation, happiness and sadness without any tangible gain or loss. I have finally got to understand the difference between smarts' and losers' world. I think, I got to know the world where I belong to.....
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